It was Friday night earlier. I was hoping I might be able to get to sleep, I am exhausted. I tried taking a soma and a loratab, but that did not relieve much pain. I really would like to get to sleep, so that I might have a shred of energy tomorrow.
Between my mind and body, I am left in a state of chaos.
Well, this week has been painful and exhausting. Between the 2 long car trips from Oceanside, to Orange County and Torrance, I have just been wiped out.
Wednesday sucked. I didn’t sleep well at all. The trip to Dr Mendelsons office was crappy. Took 2 hours, and some change with all the stops every 20min or so, to get up and move around and stretch. The trip back was during the beginning of rush hour, so in order to make sure we didn’t get stuck, I toughed it out with less breaks in the sitting. Prolly should have just took them anyway. At least she recommended me for 6 months of therapy, which I’ve been asking for.
On Thursday, I got a call from Dr Mycka’s office, she had said that treatment was not authorized. So me and my Dad decided to go buy myself a fax machine, which I could really use, so we could get a copy of her report. So after running around, Fry’s and Best Buy, and finally Staples, we found just a plain fax machine, a nice refurbished HP plain paper inkjet. After getting a spare ink cartridge, and the extended warranty, the total damage was $160, but what I didn’t know till the receipt printed out, I get a $20 rebate from Staples. So basically the rebate paid for my extended warranty.
Today I find myself, bored, tired, sad, and depressed, wishing I could muster the energy to go outside. I managed to get the mail, only thing of interest was the sparkletts water bill. I wish I had someone to spend my time with who understands how I feel most of the time, and is willing to share their life with me. I feel alone.
Rob’s Daily Libra Forecast
Quickie: Stop holding grudges. Hold court in a crowd. People love to hear you talk and talk.
Overview: You’re definitely due for a secret encounter of some kind right now — but will you love it or hate it? That’s entirely dependent upon how brutally honest you’ve been — with yourself.
Gossip turns into a runaway spiral. Trivial or deliciously spiteful threads of conversation aren’t nearly so much fun when they become obsessions and colonize your thoughts. Although the memory of strange dreams shudders beneath your ordinary conversations, you can’t always discuss these things with everybody. Wherever all of this is coming from, do yourself a big favor and relax. The side effects of working too hard should point directly at the main event. Once you start treating yourself better, the world becomes less challenging. Let freedom from stress be your main goal for the coming weekend.
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